I need you here
Smothering me
To keep breath in my body
And oxygen circulating in my blood.

I hate you in my head
Under my skin
At my fingertips.

Crush me.
Just don't tear me apart.

Fantacising on impossible dreams.

At a stretch you could see my fingertips.
Faces blurred and spaces between.
The distance is something I feel -
Empty space knotted inside of me.