Friday, 9 January 2009

This is a bit weird.

I think I have a slight irrational fear of emailing teachers.  And people I don't know.
I think the thing with teachers is that I worry I'll write something stupid or sound rude and they'll always judge me by that email.
I think with people I don't know it's the same but also along with the whole shyness thing.  What if they don't want me to contact them?  What if they only reply out of politeness and I'm actually boring them?
I get like that with IMing as well.  I actually worry a ridiculous amount about how people I don't know and will probably never meet think of me.

I'm not a people person.



Dancing on the skyline,
Praying that this sunset will never end.
Here, I'm free.
And I'm safe,
Despite the risk of falling.
I'm alone but I don't care.
I can see everyone else's lives carrying on.
And that's my favourite part.

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